pretty gangster, I know.
Other than being sick all damn year, I had my meds changed on me and then failed to take them for awhile. Not the best idea I ever had, but I am over that now. Curtis and I are still togther. We are going on three months now. It's going to be hard this summer, not getting to see my lover, but he is coming to visit me some, and I am going to visit him too. Five hour drive, but totally worth it. I'm ready to get back home and be with my family though. And my dog too. She is the best thing ever.....
Thats her. Her name is Barbie she is giving me kisses! Oh man I can't wait to see that girl. Also my sister aka bestest frann.... is dearly missed. She is the coolest most awsomest sister ever. And she could beat you up too! lol She is a junior in high school, playing volleyball, tennis, and on an amazing dance team. She is so beautiful too.
Curtis took me to the zoo a few weeks ago. It was amazing. They have a frog exhibit going on right now and it was totally freaking awesome. I love love love frogs, wellll animals in general, but especially frogs. They have some pretty kick ass ones too. It was a beautiful day and we had lots of fun. I got to feed a camel too!!!!
Well guys, I felt like uploading a bunch of pics for this post because I haven't done that yet. Give you a small look into my life and the people and things that I love. Hope everyone has a good day!
- Location:Library
- Mood:
awake
But other then that..... well no.. everything sucks in my life right now. I just want to go home. I'm slacking on all my school, I can't bring myself to even get out and do shit, much less do schoolwork. Gaaaaaahhhhdddd I feel I am at the bottom, and all I can do is reach up. But what exactly am I reaching for? And is it even worth it???
Sorry for venting on you guys. I have nowhere else to turn. Thanks for wasting your time on my stupid problems.
- Location:My room
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Ryan Adams - Heartbreaker
 | VoicePost  185K 0:55 | “Hey Ken, this is Sarah Jane. So I've never done this before and I have no clue what to say but I'm on the road on the way back from Nashville with Courtney and Curtis and we went to Nashville to see her parents and now we're on our way back to my home town Bristol. That was like a crazy windy in the first couple days here in Nashville but it's a beautiful day outside today. I wish I could be outside playing but I'm driving. It sucks whatever but I'm actually heading going to Knox, Knox School as we as now as we speak but as I think whatever but I don't know well let's mention chili peppers and just enjoying this beautiful day. So I think you guys should go outside and enjoy the beautiful day also and I hope everybody is having a wonderful spring break and I'll see you all on Monday. See you later. ___. Peace.” Auto-Transcribed Voice Post - spoken through SpinVox |
I got to go home this weekend. I was feeling bad so the rents figured I could come visit. I got to see my whole family and my puppy. It was super fun. Curtis went with me because I didn't feel good enough to drive. Plus he likes free-loading at my house. heh. But I don't mind because he is a sweetie.
Today is going to be a long day. It's only nine thirty and I have to run all over campus non-stop til after Engish. Bleh Plus I have nowhere to ive as of right now. I forgot to reserve a dorm room and I don't have an apartment as of yet. Any suggestions kids? Oh well... it will work out. If not I will just be that random kid you see sleeping in the library at 3am.
So... as I totally switch gears here...... I want to write a book. Maybe two. I want to write about pop culture in the 21st century. I also want to write a fiction book that is loosely tied to my own life. Kinda of like what Pam Anderson did with her book. Except she probably had someone do it for
or whatever. I actually want to do something by myself.
Well I have a bunch more stuff to do before Econ. Laterrrrrr
- Mood:
lethargic
I know people say what can one person do? But seriously.... what can YOU do? Gahndi once said "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." I think sitting around bitching about how things could be done better is stupid, we should do something about it. It's not hard to recycle, help protect the earth, and just generally be a kind person to others. I feel there is no room for hate or discrimnation in this world either. I thought about joining the Peace Corps afer college. There are certain people in different areas keeping blogs about thier experiences and how they have made a difference so far. I Like to keep up with one girl named Erika Kraus. She is in Benin. Check out the link if you want guys. Later
//www.peacecorps.gov/index.cfm?shell=lea
- Mood:
blah
So I went to the Hospital friday, and they made me wear a mask thingy while waiting, which looked freaking hilarious. My friend Chris, who took me up there, took a picture of me with it that I might post up later when he sends it to me. I want you guys to get a good laugh. heh. I have my stunner shades on with it too, so I guess that's why I find it hysterical.
Well Saturday I slept in ALL morning and then cooked a big breakfast at like 1:30 for me and Curtis. I must say I am quite the cook. :-) And I was feeling great all day saturday which was, as I said before, totally awesome. We took my dog Barbie and my little brother Thomas to the park saturday afternoon also for awhile and that was pretty sweet. Thomas showed me some of the tricks he has been practicing on his skate board and I must say, my twelve-year-old brother could TOTALLY kick your ass at it! He is awesome. Well Im pretty sure I have like three more posts to do tonight so I'm gonna start on the next one. Peace
- Mood:
busy - Music:Still Daft Punk
I have been having a LOT of fun in this class so far, it is definately my favorite class of my whole college carrer. heh. But I have an observation that I would like to point out. You can agree, disagree, or even put my thoughts into play. Either way I don't care it's just a suggestion so here goes:
I believe, (and you can totally disagree Ms. D) that this class is partially based on our own creativity. We are SO lucky to have an english class that has no holds or limitations to how or what we write. People are so used to rules and regulations, and I see that in some of the posts. I think everyone should let loose and let their "creativeness" flow. If a post is required, why put a date as the title? Relate your title to what you feel at the time, or relate it to the post itself. A date or "Homework whatever" is so boring. Having a blog opens up SO many opportunities to us as young writiers. Not having to worry about font and margins and all that other bull releases us from so much, and gives us more room to let go and do what we want to do, write what we want to write. People are so used to thinking "inside of the box" in school because thats typically what is expected of us. If I'm right in my thinking, which im 99% positive I am, Ms. D has given us this opportunity to write some amazing stuff and really experience ourselves as writers, and I think we should all take this opportunity and run with it. "So to speak." Well thats my capacity for thinking today, so laterrrrr....
- Location:In Class
- Mood:
geeky
- Mood:
crazy - Music:Queens of the Stone Age
I have started reading Mentally Incontinent and I have to say that so far it has been very hard to put down. Joe is such an awesome writer with such interesting stories to tell. I hope one day I can write like that. Being able to tell a story but also put a hilarious spin on things and make the reader feel like they were actually there too. I'm only on like the 6th story and I have laughed out loud too many times to count (maybe Im just seriously, easily amused). But.. it's whatever.
My computer keeps beeping at me. It sucks. ass. Even when the damn thing is on mute it beeps SO loud. Its like, what the hell is the mute button for if it doesn't work??? My friend said it might be that my fan stopped working?? Im taking it to OIT hopefully today. Hope they fix stuff for free because I am definately broke after this weekend. I drank a lot on saturday and woke up with like six packs of cigs and no money. So, um, yea. Impulse buy of the week for ya. At least I won't have to buy any for awhile.
I can't believe there is like 2 days left in January. Like where did january go kids? And I hate February so much. Like Valentines day... blah. But it's whatever. Looks like it is on a Thursday this year so I might get a huge ass bag of candy and distribute it amoung my fellow classmates. Maybe. Hope for it... Well it's about time for my econ class, sorry to bore anyone who actually read this whole post. I owe ya one. Laterrrr
- Mood:
restless - Music:A Perfect Circle
..... and there's so much I want to say.
Crazy week so far, and it's only wednesday. Monday I had so much built up I had to go find a place to meditate outside, and let me tell you that it is impossible to do in Knoxville. There is always something going on everywhere. I just want to find a place away from all the noises and people. Knoxville is pretty big compared to what I am used to and super big compared to what I like. I want a place tucked away somewhere in the woods where I can have peace and enjoy nature. But it's whatever. I have to go here so I can afford the place I want.
So I love to blog but I am usually posting personal type blogs. I have never really tried to interest anyone with my blogs; I usually do it to keep my friends updated and maybe to entertain them with the stupid stuff I do all the time. You see where this presents a problem because I have no clue what to write about besides just random stuff that happens.
Ha, so I still haven't finished the book that we are taking a quiz on. I guess I better do that tonight, but I'm sure there are a number of people that are having this problem too because of that little disease we like to call procrastination. It's a bitch. Well it's like 11 o'clock and I still have a lot to read. I leave you guys with a question. Everyone loves music, what's your favorite genre?
- Mood:
mellow - Music:Rolling Stones
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